Depression To Starvation! !!

The phase where I was completely depressed has passed. Now, I am kinda in a phase where I want to starve myself. Dunno why? But it sure is no fun. I am very hungry as I am typing this. My level of food consumption for the past 3 days has been- 7 chappatis with daal, Cornflakes today morning. The chappatis were consumed yesterday for lunch and dinner. Day before was a perfect fast. Dunno where this is going to lead, i hope just some weight reduction cause i badly need it....

Since my college thought of killing my weekends wit a stupid CAT (Continuous Assessment Test) exam, today was wasted. As usual the thing i was hoping for has not happened yet, but the day is not over, so lets see.

As college is coming to an end, I had this need to patch some friendships that had gone rusty. Got down to doing that today in college and was really surprised by the response I got. Almost everyone (what the heck! !!) Everyone seemed to understand what happened and why I had ditched them so long. It was really great. Thanks to '! !!' for helping me realize that it's not too late.

Things are looking up, but some thing is still missing. I know what, but there is nothing I can do about it, It's really killing me inside. I need someone to talk to. Someone who knows the pain of what is happening to me. Maybe I should go for counseling or something.

Amidst everything, life still goes on.............................